I enjoy my work… and every minute of it!!!

Today, I’m feeling content and at ease. The fruits of committed hard work and sleepless nights have finally paid off. Now I can relax and enjoy the pleasure of this awesome success. I am going to take my time in enjoying this moment of self attainment, before I start off with my next project. Yes! Another project awaits… and I am already excited about it. This time too, I’m going to give it my best… cos when it comes to work… I like to enjoy every minute of it… before, when and after..!!!

Why do guys back off just when you think things are getting serious?

Well, I may not be the relationship expert, but I do have a lot of friends; male and female, who like to share their inside stories on relationships with me, and I happen to learn a lot from them.

Now, this is a question a lot of my female friends ask me. So let me tell you something that I have come to learn from a lot of my male friends. The thing about guys is that... As much as most of them really DO want a relationship with a special woman, when the opportunity actually arises to create that relationship, THEY FREAK OUT and starts to back off.

So, in such a case, I recommend that you give him the time and space he needs to figure out his own feelings while use this time yourself to figure out what you truly want and need. But the truth that we need to understand is that we can't make someone decide that they can't live without us... We can only be ourselves and hope that the guy in our life is worthy and smart enough to realize that we're totally irresistible. ;)

And if he DOESN'T come to that conclusion on his own... Well, then, why waste another second of our precious time on a doofus who can't recognize how fabulous we are anyway?!? :D

Emotions

Too often we underestimate the motive of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring; to emotional bounds for commitment. True, all of these have the potentials to make one think in to fall… Me? I had no such intension!! You and I have come a long way… and I don’t deny that you are dear to me. But when it comes to Emotions… you have a long ride before you can touch me there…!!

In the darkness of my loneliness

Sitting here; in the lonely darkness of my room, thinking of you. I wonder if you are thinking of me too. Every now and then my thoughts keep drifting away to how it all started; from e-mail messages to chat rooms, from phone conversations to cozy couches. Time passed fast and we came close even faster. Yet after several months, the uncertainty of our relationship lingers in the air. Every time we meet, I can’t help to wonder how you feel about me, if I am of any importance to you at all. I try to tell myself that we are “just friends”, cos I know that’s how you want it to be. But then again, I never got this close to any of my friends. To me, you will always be more than a friend because what I feel for you is a lot different from what I feel for them.
But I know this feeling isn’t mutual on your part. I do understand why. I have no expectations from you and I know this isn’t to last. Sooner or later you’ll find someone else, fall in love … and walk away, and I’ll be left behind, alone in the darkness of my loneliness…AGAIN.
It’s like the curse is never to end. Am I never to find true love? Isn’t anyone out there for me, to make me feel special and precious?