Cursed to be Single for the rest of my life…?

24/7 of the week I am surrounded by tiny wee smiles in cute fittings with their nonstop demands for attention and cuddles. Oh their so adorable… I can’t help wishing for one of my own again. My boys love their wee cousins, its’ just overwhelming to watch them play big brother. I wonder how they’d feel about a baby brother or sister of their own… I bet they’d love it.

It’s true that I want to have another baby. Motherhood is such a wonderful feeling… its fascinating how the hormonal changes bring out a woman’s most hidden beauty to perfection. But I’m not sure if I’m willing to give up my single lifestyle. The thought of sharing my life with someone again gives me the creeps.

In all the years of my singleton I haven’t met any man worthy of my affection, enough to consider marriage. For me, it’s important to feel that I belong to him before I make a commitment. But none’s been able to trigger that in me yet. I know men find me attractive and it’s easy for them to fall in love with me… but for me it’s just not happening.

Am I never to fall in love? Is it a curse? Am I cursed to be single for the rest of my life…?

its time I changed my sheets...!!!

Its been a while since I've had the hearts for a change... familiarity has been most important. But ofcourse unless you try out new things, you miss out on the experiences. Yeah... maybe it is time for me to try out new things, make new friends, explore new environments. I shall start from whats most closest to me... its time to say good bye to the old sheets and start enjoying the new ones...!!!

My favorite song all of a sudden...!!!

aadhumee musaafiru hey

aathaahey jaathaahey...

aathey jaathey rastheymey... yaadhey

choalhu jaathaahey....

My favorite song all of a sudden (smile..!!)... the hard truth, one should learn to accept and live with...!!!

ME again...!!!

2010 and a month gone by... So far so good and the future seems promising. A well timed routine, with just enough time for Kids and Studies... and work. Aah WORK...!!! I'm just hoping these few months to pass away fast so I can start off my job permanent. I've missed it so much. hehheh ... I know, its silly to miss work, but that's me. It feels good to be ME again...!!!