No dirty socks to wash...!!!

Feeling very low and emotionally stressed. 48 hours and my phone hasn’t rung even once… makes you realize just how alone you are. Can’t help to wonder how my life is destined to be. Am I to grow old alone? Even the very thought gives me the shivers. I don’t want to be alone. There was a time when I was happy with my singleton and independence… but I never expected it to go on for so long. I’ve always wanted to share my life with someone special, to be with someone I can share my thoughts and feelings, to care for and be loved in return. I want to wake up in the mornings beside him, share breakfast … sneak in to his office in the afternoons just to steal a kiss… walk hand in hand in the evenings… and make love every night. Am I never to live such moments? Oh well... It has its advantages too... I don't have to wash his dirty socks... (grin)...!!!