Hate… is an emotion I’ve learnt to reason with… or so I thought.
A couple of missed calls and threatening messages have brought all the anger and distress that I had buried away for so long to surface with no control or reasoning. Ten years of hatred is about to explode and the cause of it all is flashing in on me like a horror movie played in slow motion. Will I have the strength to control myself and reason with the present? Will I be able to forgive and forget? How do you forgive someone who doesn’t ask for forgiveness, instead threatens to cause you trouble? Should I still try to reason, or fight back? Either ways, I risk my babies to be dragged into circumstances I had worked so hard to avoid.
What comes to mind is part of the song “Yesterday” by Beatles
2 comments:
Firstly i like that song :)
About your problem its something im going through these days..the "not forgiving and trouble making" part..
I think you have been doin the best thing..avoiding is the best thing..they do those..may be to get ur attention o as we all know the jealousy...
at the same time before you avoid its good you release it on his face...may be a bit..!!
BUT..
sounds your case is different..and i got no idea about it so since u mention about babies.. you should deal with him.. cox this is not the time to play it dirty..!!
Before you take any action think about the babies 1000 times and apply it.. :)
good luck with it..cheers
thanks Xefrox for your considerate advise...
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