I’m just wishing for someone…!!!

It’s one of those nights, when I wish I had a companion… Someone to mould me in his arm, kiss the tiredness out of me, make love to me again and again till every muscle in me is well relaxed and hold me in his arms till I fall asleep. One would think I’m missing someone, but No that’s not it. You can’t miss something you’ve never had, can you :). No… I’m not missing anyone… I’m just wishing for someone…!!!

Time has changed… and so have I…!!!

Dwelling on false hope is the last thing I want to do right now. Love and affection are only words of fiction. In the real world its just lust and desire… A single mother in her thirties spells nothing more than bait; the only motive in a man’s every approach is to fulfill a selfish desire. But then again… one shouldn’t label them all as same. There may be exceptions…!! Nonetheless I have come to accept the inevitable, there is no such thing as “Mr. right” or “Prince Charming”… but I do not wish to dwell in agony of not finding love. After all life has got much to offer and I have much to offer to this world. The table has turned, things have changed, time has changed… and so have I…!!!

A time to keep up with pace..!!!

Nearing the end of another semester, all the assignments and studies are piling up. This October seems hectic; an assignment is due like every other day. This semester has been different from others, with subjects that require a wide range of knowledge and practical intervention, also a considerable amount of research too. I have also made some very good friends whose knowledge on the subjects is unquestionable and practical. In the days ahead I’m going to have to spend as much time on studies as possible, and that would mean some very sleepless nights too. Never the less I’m up for the challenge and I know I’ll make it through, as always. It is time to get organized, and become more active…a time to keep up with pace..!!!

Time Changes All…!!!

I hate when things don't get done on time, but these couple of days, I've barely managed to complete any task on time. Every now and then I find myself sitting alone staring into nothingness. Though I’ve got lots of pending assignment that require a lot of my time, I am caught fiddling with my laptop, wasting my time on absolute nothing and without much interest too. What is wrong with me? I’m not able to concentrate on anything. Funny thing is, when I realize I’ve been distracted, I don’t remember what had distracted me or what I had been thinking about. It’s like I don’t know myself anymore…
I’m not sure what kind of a turn my life is about to take… but it certainly is taking a turn. I’m not yet able to figure out where I’m headed or if I’m going anywhere at all… should I be expecting the unexpected? One nerver knows ;) ... I guess I’ll just have to wait and find out. It’s probably just another phase in life… and like every other, this will pass too. It’s like they say… time changes all, and who knows it better than me…!!!

Reflecting Emotions…!!!

Many a times we have come here… it’s like we go in circles, round and round… only to end up in the same spot just where we started. These endeavors could go on forever, if you keep ignoring the reality. How long can you hide from yourself? How far can you run from your fears? It’s about time you stopped to appreciate the mystery behind our affections. What will it take for you to realize that it’s not me; it’s YOU… for my feelings for you are a reflection of what you feel for me…!!!

Who am I to you…???

Down by the beach, sitting on a rock… I wonder why I’m here. Small waves teasing the shore, sweet breeze swaying my hair… I wish you were here. It’s been 15 months and 8 days… a long wait indeed. Yet the same questions still turns in my head, unanswered. Here I wait for you… still for an answer. The past many months, I’ve missed being held, missed romance, missed being loved. But these few months I’ve only missed you… just you!! They say we love from our mind and soul… then why does it hurt, where there is the heart. I wish you were here now, to free me from this pain… just answer me one question… Who am I to you???

A Secret Admirer...?

A walk home from work,

I feel a gaze too strong to bear…
When turned around, there’s none to stare…

Who could it be?
Sweet messages on my phone, every minute of day,

to make me smile…
I check the number, it’s anonymous…

Who could it be?
And then… A dozen roses and a box of chocolate

in the basket of my bike…
with a note signed “SA". I wonder...

A Secret Admirer...?